Ini hari dimana semua orang bermaksud mengucapkan “selamat”

Kemudian aku hanya diam..

Dia juga hening, seakan terasa hari ini sama dengan hari-hari sebelumnya

Kemudian aku hanya diam..

Pagi berganti siang, semua masih sama seperti setiap harinya

Kemudian aku mulai berfikir..

Tak tergerakkah nurani ku untuk berucap satu kata agar hari ini lebih berbeda?

Teriak dengung dalam tempurungku.. “Ucapkanlah! Bila sungkan dan terasa aneh, lari lah keluar rumah, minumlah beberapa tetes air hujan sore”

Aku menguatkan diri, lalu berlari kecil dengan bersandiwara bak pemain srimulat kampung, dalam hati ku ini semua terasa konyol, ingin aku menghentikan gerak-gerik yang tak ada artinya ini..

Tapi, Ah.. ini hanya berlangsung 2 detik dan semua akan berlalu..

Ku dekati Wanita yang sedang duduk depan cermin, dia sedikit terkejut namun tak memperhatikan

Perlahan, ku rapatkan bibir ku dengan telinganya sambil berbisik kecil dan merayu..

“Hai, Mama.. Selamat Hari Ibu..” Aku mengecupnya..

Dia tersenyum, kemudian tertawa kecil.. 

Aku menahan air mataku, lalu berlari menghindar menuju kamar, aku menangis.. Entah mengapa, bila satu senyumnya yang penuh arti muncul dapat membuatku menangis..

You hid your skeletons.
when I had shown you mine.
You woke the devil.
that I thought you left behind.
I saw the evidence, the crimson soaking through.
Ten thousand promises, ten thousand ways to lose.

And you held it all but you were careless.
to let it fall.
You held it all and I was by your side,
powerless.

I watched you fall apart.
and chased you to the end.
I’m left with emptiness.
that words cannot defend.
You’ll never know what I became because of you.
Ten thousand promises, ten thousand ways to lose.

And you held it all but you were careless.
to let it fall.
You held it all and I was by your side,
powerless.

Ohhhh.

And you held it all but you were careless.
to let it fall.
You held it all and I was by your side,
powerless.

Ohhhh.

Powerless…
Powerless…

my chester bennington

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 -Mike Shinoda quotes- 

I have a boyfriend, his name is Abdul Choliq Akbar, he was a year older upon me, our relationship has been running for about 6 months now since we Anniversary for 6 months.

knew him so much well, loved him. and always have feeling miss him so deep it’s possible for me to be a routine.

I don’t expect much..

God is all destiny, but when God graciously extending the edge of our relationship, so I hope God hears..

but if Not.. I have no plans, because i think.. something good is necessary in the plan. I just hope I’m easy to move on when I lost him..

Once again, I love you Olik!! congratulations on 29 for the umpteenth time :D Amooooo olikooo :*

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